Excerpts from Croak
The Narrator:
you find the way because you have two hands stretched out
you find the way because you know the way and there’s nothing mystical about it
you find the way is not the way but another place you couldn’t have been looking for
you find the way because you change your name
you invent the way and there is no real way to speak of
you find the way because the world was formed in advance of your arrival
you find the way because you’re feeling lucky
you find the way because your body aimed for it
you sit in one spot and forget the way
you ascribe directions to words and they lead you
once you’ve found your way you sit
once you’ve found the way
you’ve found the way and you need a new word for it
you’ve found the way and the way is a conclusion
Girl
I’ve not found the particular foreground and background here. What counts are
functions. The key goes in the hole and the door opens. When I speak of body
parts I move my own in the same way. Specifically, I’m speaking for hands and
limbs. If a digit expresses sense then there is an aboutness. That’s what we know.
But already, there are too many limbs to speak of. They branch out. So what I said
was a response to what the narrator said. It had nothing to do with limbs but
everything to do with the way the sun hit the field or the certainty of tone that the
narrator took when she spoke of certainty. These are options. More than anything:
The first one to return is the pinky. Left pointer is F. Right pointer is J. Middle left
is D. Middle Right is K. Ring left is S. Ring right is L. Left pinky is A. Right
pinky is uncertain. Thumbs hover over space.
[tab45]Pick your past or present and use them.[/tab45]

