Excerpts from Ghazals Against the Gradual Demise
xl.
the may flies flail the last
of their dying moments
against the glass
brown bats fall
from the walls of caves
this just in: vegetables are lethal
bears climb trees to escape Barrhaven
where Goldilocks has become a housewife
this must be the place (naïve melody)[1]
we vanish, there is no magic word
xli.
i’m fucked
i can write only of the dead
i add another holy relic
to my rag and bone box
this silver spoon has found me
trouble marked by our scars
someone has made swans
out of rock & overwrought iron
everlasting metal flowers
that mock the mortal gardens
listen, this construction
has disturbed the ghosts
xlii.
the rusty pipes moan
this building breathes
i have mistaken
all for ghosts
the long day is a litany
of wheels and shoes
from this hospital window
the light does not forgive
reveals sharp angles
wing shadows over walls
i am my body
nothing more
xliii.
honey pie, i’m as girly as you
i wear the underpants of my ex lovers
find me hunched against a concrete wall
if you want, with incognito ghosts & strangers
this coffee tastes better with whiskey
& any story you care to spin my way
i’m greedy for more of these endless afternoons
outside with the tiger lilies and the vagabonds
i take inventory of these sugar moments
each one sweeter than the last
the may flies flail the last
of their dying moments
against the glass
brown bats fall
from the walls of caves
this just in: vegetables are lethal
bears climb trees to escape Barrhaven
where Goldilocks has become a housewife
this must be the place (naïve melody)[1]
we vanish, there is no magic word
xli.
i’m fucked
i can write only of the dead
i add another holy relic
to my rag and bone box
this silver spoon has found me
trouble marked by our scars
someone has made swans
out of rock & overwrought iron
everlasting metal flowers
that mock the mortal gardens
listen, this construction
has disturbed the ghosts
xlii.
the rusty pipes moan
this building breathes
i have mistaken
all for ghosts
the long day is a litany
of wheels and shoes
from this hospital window
the light does not forgive
reveals sharp angles
wing shadows over walls
i am my body
nothing more
xliii.
honey pie, i’m as girly as you
i wear the underpants of my ex lovers
find me hunched against a concrete wall
if you want, with incognito ghosts & strangers
this coffee tastes better with whiskey
& any story you care to spin my way
i’m greedy for more of these endless afternoons
outside with the tiger lilies and the vagabonds
i take inventory of these sugar moments
each one sweeter than the last
[1] The Talking Heads, Speaking in Tongues

