WHO IS THIS GOOSE EATING GOOSE?

wherever I am flesh
I am gooseflesh. the first Honk:

                                       ugly daughter
remains ugly daughter.

by accident I was born with gizzard
where I should have cloaca. all I have done

my whole life
is learn to be what I am—

crack rotting cricketshell
to lick at the

sick, sweet, spoiled body and
fuck rocks. where do I abandon

this orphan heart,
tumorous as an oil spill?

if I have children they will come out
half-chewed.