White and Conceptual

The avant-garde’s “delusion of whiteness” is the specious belief that renouncing subject and voice is anti-authoritarian, when in fact such wholesale pronouncements are clueless that the disenfranchised need such bourgeois niceties like voice to alter conditions forged in history. The avant-garde’s “delusion of whiteness” is the luxurious opinion that anyone can be “post-identity” and can casually slip in and out of identities like a video game avatar, when there are those who are consistently harassed, surveilled, profiled, or deported for whom they are.As a white conceptualist, I have a responsibility to acknowledge and act on Hong’s exposition. Here is one way I might respond: if the (white) Conceptualist pursuit of a post-identity literature is an ethical failure, we should fight it by promoting an identity-based literature. This is the response I’m tempted to make. It’s logical, formulaic, and—in a word—easy. And yet, I think this is the wrong response, at least for me. To explain why, however, I need to briefly retreat from the heady parliament of Conceptualism and its critics to explore how their ideas permeate my own embodied universe—that of a white, straight, cis-man and the literary community around him.
Key for Stefans, then, is not the question of whether an artist pays more attention to politics or to aesthetics but whether they acknowledge the role of their own identity in the work they create and profit from.
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As I’ve become more attuned to the concrete effects of privilege and systemic oppression, I’ve begun to notice patterns among many of the writers, scholars, and readers—most of them white, most of them men—who have been kind and honest enough to engage me in discussions of contemporary literature. Sometimes these patterns manifest as direct arguments—for example, when a poem is deemed too political to be true literature. At other times, they appear in seemingly innocent admissions of desire and taste: “I would be more interested if …” or, simply, “I don’t get it.” They can take the form of knee-jerk responses—“oh, people will always say that”—or the subtle yet careful omissions that haunt a writer’s choices of titles, slogans, and citations, both in casual conversation and in published work. Sometimes I know exactly what these gestures are meant to communicate (covertly, of course, and occasionally unbeknownst even to their own authors). Other times they seem intensely ambiguous, and I’ll never know for sure what the gesturer had in mind.Nonetheless, all of these patterns accumulate into a very clear sentiment: it is the feeling that poetry is becoming just a little too political; that patriarchy, white supremacy, and other forms of oppression are being challenged just a little too aggressively; and that those who have nothing or little to gain from mounting such a challenge are being gradually evicted from the creative landscape.Like the Conceptualist aesthetic in which it is formalized, this is a sentiment with deep problems. From a rational standpoint, it is consistently posed from sites of privilege apart from which its underlying principles are meaningless. And yet, more to the point, to introduce it into a discussion at all can be directly harmful.... all of these patterns accumulate into a very clear sentiment: it is the feeling that poetry is becoming just a little too political; that patriarchy, white supremacy, and other forms of oppression are being challenged just a little too aggressively ...I applaud efforts to call out or denounce those whose gestures reinforce this sentiment and the systems of patriarchy, white supremacy, and other forms of oppression it fuels, especially when those efforts originate in a sense of personal need. However, my intention in writing this piece is not to call out or denounce. How could it be when I, too, contribute to the toxic sentiments of systemic oppression? Reflecting carefully, I know that I perform many of the same gestures I pointed out above. More importantly, many of the other individuals whose gestures propagate oppression are also people with whom I have a professional connection and for whom I have a degree of personal respect.I’m writing this piece because my commitments to openness, attentiveness, and, in short, listening to those who take the time to confide in me—commitments I have for a long time believed essential to ethical participation in the writing community—also make me an active part of certain forms of oppression. Nevertheless, I still value these commitments, and I honestly doubt whether I am physically capable of giving them up. As Divya Victor advises, I strive to “account for the bodies and lives of … living practitioners and their vital and thriving practices,” even, and sometimes especially, when those practices and the lives that practice them are toxic.
I’m writing this piece because my commitments to openness, attentiveness, and, in short, listening to those who take the time to confide in me ... also make me an active part of certain forms of oppression.If you decide, in light of my commitments, that you have nothing to gain by reading further, I’d say your decision is more than justified. Everyone has to take their own stand, where they stand. Where I stand—white, male, and in uncannily good company with oppressive sentiments—is here: even in the face of toxicity, unconditional denunciation cannot be the path I take forward. If I am to account honestly for my surroundings and myself—both what I am and what I could be—I need to find a way of proceeding differently.
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To return to Hong’s challenge: why can’t I (and I do intend, here, to refer to myself only) respond by calling out and cutting through the “delusion of whiteness” and identifying those who are supposedly “post-identity” as the individuals they really are? First: Even if I support the critics of Conceptualism, continuing to frame them as critics reinforces the system of oppression that keeps them on the outside. This is also exactly the game that justifies oppression’s apologists, since—if Conceptualism’s critics are only critics, if they are only nay-sayers with no aesthetic principles of their own to contribute—it makes sense that their input should be limited and, ultimately, tokenized. Hong’s point is completely different: rather than praising poets of colour for explicitly resisting Conceptualism, she emphasizes the untold histories in which African American and Asian American writers are at the heart of the experimental tradition.
There’s no guarantee that I should write at all—there are no absolutes here—but if I am to write poetry, I have to do so from the position I really occupy, both for myself and others, in the writing community.The thing about identity, of course, is that it isn’t the same for everyone. Almost certainly, Abel, Philip, Hong, and many other writers of colour have learned to break down the binary of experimental aesthetics and urgent, honest acknowledgment of embodied presence far better than me or any other white conceptualist. But this doesn’t mean I can acknowledge my own presence by emulating their strategies any more than it means I should respond with mere obstinacy. There’s no guarantee that I should write at all—there are no absolutes here—but if I am to write poetry, I have to do so from the position I really occupy, both for myself and others, in the writing community. And it is a strange community, one where living voices are all too often silenced and where delusions can quickly become the most concrete landmarks for new generations of pathmakers.I did start with Goldsmith for a reason, after all: like many of the friends and acquaintances I mentioned in this piece’s second section, I am invested in his work. And there’s no getting around the fact that he is very much a model of what I might aspire to be as a writer. It’s a toxic form of identification, yes. It’s also the voice I have to speak with, and I believe quite firmly that it has a peculiar set of resources to offer. The question that remains, for me, is whether and how those resources can be put to use.John Nyman’s first book of poetry, Players, was published with Palimpsest Press in spring, 2016, and has been shortlisted for the Gerald Lampert Memorial Award. His asemic/erasure/appropriation of Jacques Lacan, The Four Fundamental Concepts of Psycho-analysis: A Selection, is featured alongside other visual works on his Instagram. Originally from Toronto, John is currently completing a PhD in Theory and Criticism at Western University.